I’ve learned over the years to feel deeply for those I minister to. While I see the positive as well as the realistic, I’m not often overcome.
But today I sat in my car and cried – not long – but still I cried.
This past year my brother died of cancer. These last twelve months have seen others struck down with various illnesses.
But today, I heard a report that was not encouraging.
Three years ago I swam with my father-in-law across a river. He didn’t make it. I felt totally inadequate as the family asked me to spearhead a good portion of the funeral service.
But today, I sensed that same inadequacy – unable to change events and yet called to participate.
Five years ago my wife was close to death. We prepared wills and stood close to each other and cried. The sting of death was closer than ever.
But today, I felt a lash upon my heart and I wish I could protect others from the hurt.
God, bless us all this night!
Hey Ron,
Glad to see you are a part of the blogosphere. Don’t know if you remember me. I’m the youth pastor at College Park Covenant Church. You were lucky enough to hang around Living Waters camp with some of us last year at a men’s retreat.
Tis a priviledge to read your thoughts….
I remember the men’s retreat well – and your part in it was certainly something that pushed us forward in our seeking of God that weekend. Trust your youth ministry is going well.
Praying for you today.
May God be with you in a very tangible way.
I too was thinking this week of Jill’s dad and all of you as I prayed for Jason’s youth team – they were walking through a similar situation – having helped to rescue a child who fell through the ice, but this child’s dad (who had gone after the boy first) did not make it.
One life to live – and it is way too short — making eternity a great place to spend doing all the other things we want to do.
MaryAnne
Sometimes that is my only prayer:
God bless us.
God have mercy on us.
God bless my friend.
God bless my neighbour.
God bless that hurting person.
God bless you, Ron.
Thank you God for blessing Ron.
Beryl